This autobiographical book tells the story of Junior Nzita Nsuami who was forcibly recruited at the age of 12. He was demobilized in 2006 after 10 years of military service.
The book has to deal with the challenges of returning to civilian society and the traumatic experiences and feelings of guilt.
Junior Nzita describes his experiences as a child soldier and how he managed to leave the army to resume his educations and work for peace and justice and in particular for the concerns of children.

Junior Nzita Nsuami is a former child soldier from the Democratic Republic of Congo. He is now a goodwill ambassador for the United Nations to the issue of children in armed conflicts and dedicated to the support of former child soldiers. He is the founder of the organisation "Paix pour l'Enfance" and a partner of the Trauma Healing and Creative Arts Coalition (THAC).