"So what prompted me to do what I did? I don't know, and here I feel now that I lost the battle and lost everything. I even lost my dignity and humiliated myself, which was too precious to be humiliated by any human being. And here I feel isolated, as if I am from life in a dark prison. Even my children feel when I see them as not worthy of kissing them. My intelligence betrayed me and I did not appreciate all these consequences. I am miserable and there is no woman on earth more miserable than me." "This is how I was created" is one of the classics of literature, that literary production that takes us back to the creativity of the past, but in a smooth, modern image, so that we can sail in the past with the oar of the future. Dr. Muhammad Hussein Heikal resorts to authentic sources and sheds new light on them. He excelled in historical writing due to the breadth of his outlook and the accuracy of his research. He was extremely creative in his novels. To combine history and literature in a unique way.