This is the fourth part of my diary and I strongly recommend reading the earlier parts first.

I had ended my third book stating that I wouldn't publish any further parts, unless there'd be major progress to report. At the time I didn't expect that to happen, but it did! I have been in transition for a year now and of course I've kept on writing my diary. Now I have reached a point where I think publishing makes sense again. The speed of my progression has increased and my social transition may well be half way through.

This part covers the time frame between June and December 2021.

Wiebke ter Lichten, geboren 1966, sah sich selbst fast ihr ganzes Leben lang als Crossdresser. Seit jenem schicksalhaften Tag Anfang 2019, an dem sie ihr erstes vollständiges Makeover erlebte, hat sich ihr Selbstbild häufig verändert. Doch so schmerzhaft diese Erkenntnis auch ist, sie hat nun ihr Transsein verinnerlicht und lebt entsprechend.