These are pages about the strangest problem in my life.. the problem of ugliness.. You can imagine the strangest man in the world.. the ugliest face you can encounter anywhere on earth to be sure that you see me in front of you.. the ever-strange, ever-lasting laughing stock.. I am always the strangest.. the most terrible.. the ugliest. Ugliness is the idea that completely dominates my life and my feelings. I start from it and end with it, for it is the starting point and arrival point for me.. Ugliness is that black ash that accumulates over all the atoms, beauties, and pleasures of my life, dyeing them with its dark gray color.. It is the black light that radiates in all directions of my life, preventing me from seeing things and people clearly and transparently.