left the restaurant with my head spinning. I walked aimlessly and wished that life would take another path for me, in a place where no one needed to know who I was. I did not want much, just a warm home and a family that would protect me from the loneliness that had always surrounded me since I was young, and I had lost the simplest thing, which was family and identity, and here I am. Life stabs me again after it extended its hand to me asking me to get up and continue walking, and this woman, whom I looked at as if she were the genie of the lamp that would fulfill my desires, is now lying in the dust and I am alone again. I feel like I want to die now.