Without realizing what was around her, she began to look towards a distant point, at a vast, limitless void, her mind wandering, under a cloud of impossible wishes in which she was begging for him to return even for a second. However, a strong regret squeezed her heart, like a thorn embedded under her nail, when she realized that despite her confidence in his loyalty and devotion to her throughout their life together, she did not sufficiently comprehend the love he carried for her, which surprised her when she read the file papers.